hey guys!! well summer is over.... school starts on tuesday and i am really dreading going back. i even ask my dad if i had to go back but ofcourse he said yes!! LoL! THE OC starts back up on thursday and i am sooo freakin excited!! only 1 month until OTH is back on!! that isnt very long from now!! YAY! well i guess i am done!

<3 Courtney

TODAY IS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!! yay!!

last night we went out to dinner to celebrate and then we came back to the house to have cake (which was SOO good) and ice cream. i opened presents and i got:
a total of $45 to Starbucks
$50 to Kohl's
$45 to the movies
$70
jewelry (necklace,earrings,anklet)
a Paul Frank monkey thing...i think it is a stuffed sock that looks like a monkey
AND...... this is the big one!!
an iPod Shuffle.
with all the money that i got i was able to pay for the upgrade from the iPod Shuffle to an iPod Mini the PINK one!! it is sooo cute!

well i guess i am done rambling!!

MY 16TH BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!

i finally saw my mom for the first time in like 4 years and she looks like HELL!! if i had known that she was going to look like that i wouldnt have wanted to see her and i would just remember her the way she was the last time i saw her! it was so painful to look at her! she isnt my mom.... i dont know what she is. the whole time at dinner all i wanted to do was cry! when my dad picked me up i finally just let loose... i dont even know what to think now. i just hope that i dont grow up to look like her....actually i KNOW i wont grow up to look like her... she has distroyed herself over the course of her life time (achohol, smoking and probably drugs)  I WILL NEVER BE LIKE HER!! EVER

Currently Listening How Love Should Be By Tyler Hilton see related

Basically..... I  MET Tyler Hilton last night!!

DAMN.....he is HOT! and really sweet in person! we couldnt take pictures with him b/c he had to hurry everything along b/c he had to fly back to Virgina but we could take pics of him while he signed stuff which was still cool!